𝕯𝖆𝖗𝖐𝕾𝖙𝖆𝖗𝟗𝟗

Stolen a.i. art. Forgive me.

"Don't believe the florist when he tells you that the roses are free..." -Ween

me·di·um /ˈmēdēəm/noun

plural noun: media

1. an agency or means of doing something.

1.

 <(THE WRITE LIFE)>

A Brief statement of purpose on finishing my many incomplete manuscripts.

2. 

<(THE MACHINE [WRITING PROCESS])>

Some rudimentary calculations on the time table, schedule, and speed needed to finish my partially complete manuscripts with an evil twist.

3.

<(LOVE ONE [4 LIFE])>

The story of how my life came full circle, from the most unexpected of circumstances.

4.

 <(MENTALLY ILL ANONYMOUS [SELF HELP/AUDIO])>

Two hours of talk in a revealing look at mental illness, and the possibilty of using a twelve step structure for self help.

5.

<(S'UP [STANDUP COMEDY])>

Some of my more recent writing to take to the comedy stand up!

6. 

<("WASTE" [SHORT STORY])>

Charles was a simple trash truck driver, when all the sudden his world was thrown into peril when a corpse turned up on his route.

7.

<(HOT AND COLD FUSION)>

A maniacal, over the top study of physics and the pits and pendulum of the mind.

8. 

<(THE KILLING KIND [SHORT STORY])>

When "Doc" went to work at his nursery that morning, he had no idea that he would get caught up in a heist from over a decade ago.

9.

<(CUT THE VIRGIN BIT [STANDUP COMEDY])>

This is my very first attempt at compiling stand up comedy material and making stage direction instruction.

10. 

<(CONDOM NATION: THE PILOT [SCRIPT])>

After completing the script for the movie "Condom Nation" (then entitled "Telemarketers") I had the idea that this could translate to a comedy series on television. This is the pilot idea that came next.

11.

<("CONDOM NATION" [SCREENPLAY])>

The zany, full length screenplay about an office of hilarious telemarketers and their last day of work.

¤The Blogger post 100+ page script and Clyp.it 5K+ played audio were censored  and deleted for content.

Both were deleted online along with my only copy of my 1hr45m long performance from within my google drive.

12. 

<(WHO'S WHO [RESUME])>

The resume that won me "Who's Who in the World" two years running.

13.

<(THU NOE MER [¤M])>

A veritable poetic trip.

14.

<(BIZZY [BUSINESS ARTICLE])>

Spunk and circumstance learned over years in sales, outlining the start of a web design business from start, to millions of dollars in revenue.

15. 

<(SYNAPSIS [WRITING PROCESS])>

The initial synopsis of my coming novel, "Takes One to No One".

16.

<("THE HOLO" [NOVEL IN PROGRESS])>

The material to date of my fiction thriller about  high tech black market weapons dealers that steal top secret U.S. sattelite operations  technology.

17.

<("THE HOLO" CHARACTERS! [WRITING PROCESS])>

Character development process steps used in planning my novel "The Holo".

18.

<("TAKES ONE TO NO ONE" [NOVEL IN PROGRESS])>

The material (to date) of my novel about C.I.A. covert operations in the terrorist underground in Los Angeles trying to thwart a plan to kill the President. 

19.

<(SHORT STORY PREP [THE KILLING KIND])>

The preparation I used in writing the short story laid out as a guidepost to technique.

20.

<("HACK TO THE CHIEF" [NOVEL IN PROGRESS])>

This novel I am midway through completion about a hacker who is blackmailed from his multi - million dollar business, and forced into top secret infiltration for terrorists.

21.

<(METHOD [VIDEO/WRITING TUTORIAL])>

22 minute video in an attempy to clarify the method I employ to write my fiction.

22.

<(XXX BOX [RAP/Explicit])>

This is a recording of the syllable cramming rap I did on the perverse idea of a video game console called "Triple XBox".

23.

<(SET THE RECORD STRAIGHT [LETTER])>

A letter written to an old band mate of mine, currently a member of "The Record Company".

24.

<(THE CRACKED COP [SHORT STORY/PROSE])>

A short rhyming tale of a night of horror through the dimmest of shadows over my mind, where I find myself in the presence of a body being buried one night.

25.

<(THE TWELVE BROTHERS CRYPT [SHORT STORY])>

My intent here was a very"Poe" type feel about serial killers, and the night I encountered their hit.

26.

<(UNSPOKEN [SONG])>

One of the songs found on my Youtube channel, this one written to my Rosalee.

27.

<(CONDOM NATION [MOVIE SCRIPT SCENE/COSMIK HUMOR])>

Fun excerpt from my movie "Condom Nation", my personal favorite.

28.

<(MIRACLES [LIFE/AUDIO])>

This is a voice recording of me running through some of the most unbelievable stuff that has happened to me in my life.

29.

<(DEADLY COMBINATION [LIFE])>

A very dark piece, pulling from the horrors of psychosis and the streets.

The cover to a Horror flick I've planned...

30.

<(MAN WITH A PLAN [BUSINESS/WRITING])>

This is my interpretation and understanding of how to break into writing well researched articles, and meet other authors.

31.

<(RECOVERY NAZI'S [LIFE])>

Some days you just need a cocktail, you know?!

32.

<(ALWAYS THERE [SONG])>

Song.

33.

<(THUNK [LIFE])>

This is a short piece I wrote one morning about my life, and how I live it day to day.

34.

<(GENE WOLF (MAY 7, 1931- APRIL 14, 2019) [OPINION])>

Read an article about this great man, and it inspired me to respond here.

35.

<(REALITY CHECK [TECH])>

Intended as an eye opener for the faint of heart who still don't know that we are the aliens.

36.

<(ANGEL [LIFE])>

True story about an angel I met.

37.

<(RIDESHARE [LIFE])>

Scary fucking experience. 

38.

<(IT [US])>

 This avante- garde book explores the life of Ayers Brooks, AKA OZENOZ through his satirical humor, autobiography, and shocking lyrics.

39.

<(SATORI [MUSIC/VIDEO])>

Quik video enlightenment.

40.

<(LISTLESS [RESEARCH])>

The beginning of my new systematic approach to breaking in to the tech world.

41.

<(REPUTATION IMPRESSIONS [STANDUP NOTES])> 

Impressions I intend to take to the stage.

42.

<(7 YEARS OF ME [VIDEO/MUSIC])>

Shameless selfie video with a rusty recording on acoustic guitar.

43.

<(THE HOLO [SYNOPSIS])>

This is the full length synopsis for my book, "The Holo".

44.

<(TAKES ONE TO NO ONE [SYNOPSIS])>

This is the full length synopsis for my novel "Takes One to No One".

45.

<(HACK TO THE CHIEF [QUERY])>

Here is some correspondance I wrote regarding my upcoming fiction book "Hack to the Chief".

46.

<(THE HOLO [QUERY])>

Propositioning literary agents isn't always easy. This one got me a reply from a very reputable agency.

47.

<(THE KILLING KIND [QUERY/SPOILER])>

This query letter, asking to get my short story published is very detailed and complete... a little too much so!

48.

<("WASTE" IN 2 [SYNOPSIS])>

A 2 page look at my short story"Waste".

49.

<(HACK TO THE CHIEF [SYNOPSIS])>

The long version/full synopsis for my thriller novel.

50.

 <(PEACE BY PEACE [LIFE])>

A mad adventure through trouble in my past.

51.

<(OZΞИOZ:OИΞ. [RAP/LYRICS])>

These lyrics took me over three years to complete, and won me an invite into "The Academy of AmericanPoets".

52.

<(DANGER [LIFE])>

A commitment to myself and others. True story.

53.

<(NEED TO TAKE COVER [RESUME])>

My restaurant resume.

54.

<(WHAT? [SCREENPLAY IN PROGRESS])>

An art flick I am working on.

55.

<(SNOWFLAKE [WRITING TUTORIAL])>

A brief introduction to the methods I use to write fiction books.

56.

<(“Further Down the Rabbit Hole”)>

Here are some of my thoughts on dirt, and being in the hole.

The End...

 

Click to link to my past...
"History is what you make of it before you go to that great gig in the sky..." -me

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"Always listen to experts. They'll tell you what can't be done, and why. Then do it." - Robert A. Heinlein

me·di·um /ˈmēdēəm/noun

plural noun: media

1. an agency or means of doing something.

■1■ SEVERAL RANDOM EVENTS DESCRIBED BY A MADMAN

The story of how I was hunted one night, near the witching hour, by a crew of would - be killers...

■2■ TRUE LIES IN THE BETWEEN

The continued saga of my PTSD drama as it enveloped me in "fantastica"...

■3■ SEX, DRUGS, MONEY AND MURDER

All things aren't always as they seem when you are on the downside of the ups...

■4■  4 - 2020 "VOTE!" PEACE!

My heyday of masquerade courted by Venice Beach's finest...

■5■  APPLES OF EDEN

Before the long heartbreaking trip through homelessness in the streets of L.A., there was a series of fateful of events...

■6■ Ｅ.Ｉ.Ｎ. ＳＴＥＩＮ

I am not the sum of all means, but I have a part of all parts. That's just physics...

■7■ MADDER THAN THE MADDEST OF HATTERS

Living by the sea and sand, nothing ever goes as planned and for who...

■8■ BINAURAL ASPHYXIATION

Explain this back to me. Why are the skyscrapers playing my tunes?

■9■ C A R P E  D I E M

I wrote a commencement speech to rock the ages for absolutely zero reason but to write.

■10■ THE SHIRT OFF OF HIS BACK

The story of a series of events that led to the biggest show of cosmik debris yet...

■11■ SERIAL KILLERS ♀︎

Just because you are paranoid, does not mean that they are not after you...

■12■ STIGMA KILLS PEOPLE 《VIDEO》

Homelessness caught on tape.

■13■ TORNADO HUNTING

The story of how a tornado landed on my car and pushed it, in neutral, from 5-55mph...

■14■ TOOK AWAY MY YOU

[Lyrics]

■15■ THE UNBELIEVABLES' (/|\)

I don't own them, and they don't own me, my stories. These are the best ever.

■16■ "STILL RIPPLE" [POETRY/ART]

Won me "Who's Who in America"...

■17■ THE NOVEL CBD CORPORATION

We are all going to be rich. By the miracle of one percenters everywhere selling loads.

■18■ ABLE - DISABLED

My treatment history and the background. 

■19■  ALL FOR LOVE

An erotica ebook I wrote that I have no rights to.

■20■ ЯΞSUMΞ

Wookie Amongst Us

■21■ FLIP TO THE DARK SIDE OF OZ

My hair is getting long, my beard longer and my patience with the completion of my album, and four (5) incomplete novels is leading me to consider turning to Satan for a new kind of deal...

■22■ "ALL FOR ONE"

The rush job erotica ebook sequel to "All For Love" in the getting around to three-some series which I still don't own, at all. I'm not even sure if I wrote this one.

■23■ I ♡ VENICE, CA

One spun to the tune of two sung to the ruse of undone with a side of relish...

■24■ CHILL PILL

Underrated is overstated, dead and fated is all they made it. Oh, is that all faded? Us and Them, and after all I ain't a "Rap God". Yet. (I am?)

■25■ R.I.P. (11/10/1977 - 5/13/2078)

Almost Rte. 101.

■26■ The Rising Chronicles

The new beginning of tales woven through a character, writer "Evan Knight..."

"J.E. Ayers Brooks series chronicling the riveting adventures of Evan Knight; haunted by the supernatural, victim of espionage, and gifted with clairvoyant "happenings" paranormal in their origins..."

■27■ A Life Without...

Mental illness has affected my world so completely and without need for such dire and terrible consequence.

This video talks a bit about the need for compassion, especially for our children...

■28■ ◀︎ ❚❚ Upwork◼ ▶︎

A proposal for some much needed business...

■29■ 🅲🆄🆁🆁🅴🅽🆃🅻🆈 🆁🅴🅰︎🅳🅸🅽🅶

Stimulating. Intel sold to the man with the X size.

■30■ Fuck, Google

A statement out of a temporary disposition of utter despair...

 ■𝟑𝟏■ Zen X

My research just put yours to my shame it seems... 

■32■

•¶∆Some Things I Will Simply Not Archive∆¶•

Just told Dan "IT's the most insane thing I've ever made. IT's like a Holographic image of an apple, made into a fractal, broken into a thousand pieces and linked..." Life. 

Alpha to Omega...

4Ever.

 ■33■ No'm

Picture Gallery. 

■34■ ₴₦Ø₩₣Ⱡ₳₭Ɇ ĐɆ₳₮Ⱨ

A short animation I made about some Eskimo type shit...

■35■ Poison Apples

"...bummed is what you are, when you go out to your car and there's a CORPSE!"

■36■ The Write Profit

An article about breaking into the write profit in a chronological organization of tasks.

■37■ Un-entitled

A dissonant reflection on my life.

■38■ "Fuck Your Face"

The explosive opening to Act I

of "₮ཏཛ ཞརຮརསG"

■39■ Search Me...

A hilariously whacked out compilation of comic intent...

■40■ The "N" Word No - No

A letter of sincere apology, and embarrassment.

■41■ Freakin "G"

The posture of small town in a big city near Silicon Valley volleys for my detention...

■42■ Zero

■43■ Inglorious Redemption

Just blowing up some steam about how superhuman the streets make you feel...

■44■ Redemption Song

Ungrateful truth about stuck up former 'mates I hope I never see again.

■45■ Tradition 13

A Hopsin inspired pre - written lyrical sound off on my familial alienation...

■46■ ℝE☾︎ⓄV∃ЯY

My thoughts on being publicly hated on from the most incidentally ironic crowd. Iconic route.

■47■ Contact Us (lol)

A short communication to and about Rhymesayers and their "Fortunate" Atmosphere.

■48■ Bio (Lyrics)

A track from my newest collection of shared truth on my life, yet unrecorded.

■49■ xyz

Just some drabble about dribbling and drilling for drama driven dripping gavels...

■50■ Exit Plan (Lyrics)

One of these days I'll wind up dead because I ended up in shit that's way over my head...

■51[50]■ Step (Lyrics)

This one is just all about "acceptance". 

Click to link to my past...
"History is what you make of it before you go to that great gig in the sky..." -me

 

Got a comment? Write me at:

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The #total number of Posts (157) w/my 1st two blogs full, each it's own entity: some alone, many with others help; all unique and yet similarities bound them to my dreams...

       "History wanted to be remembered. Evidence hated having to live in dark, hidden places and devoted itself to resurfacing. Truth was messy. The natural order of an entropic universe was to tend to it."

- Rivers Solomon, An Unkindness of Ghosts

J.E. Ayers-Brooks · I played lead w/Dr. Gray

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<<< 1.) LEFTOVERS >>>

Notes to begin the fun task of writing a book about my crazy life experiences.

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<<< 2.) HELP WANTED >>>

"Manic Depression has captured my soul... I know what I want, but I just don't know; how to, go about gettin' it..." 

-Jimi Hendrix

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<<< 3.) Stat Counter >>>

The hard numbers that have composed my life, living, and livelihood.

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<<< 4.) COLA >>>

What I miss.

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<<< 5.) Take On Me >>>

A random and virtually unsustainable application of failing upwards.

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<<< 6.) April Fool's Flashback >>>

A letter to dear sweet Mum's the bird.

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<< 7.) ᏨᎾᏁᎿᏒᎯᏕᎿᎨᏁᎶ ᏨᎾᎷᏢᎾᏕᎬᏒᏕ  >>

Short article contrasting two composers, one centuries ago, one from the mid 20th century...

Photo/San Diego Natural History Museum 

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<<< 8.) Μεʍεƞτɸ Ɣι⋎εʀε! >>>

Written in honor of my psychiatrist altering my records to officially reflect my "full remission" from addiction for many years.

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<<< 9.) Top 25 img. >>>

Top 25 ways to avoid providing your own image...

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<<< 10.) Skills >>>

Revisiting some of the riskiest moments that could have taken my life.

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<<< 11.) A Dark Matter >>>

An article about the appearance of monoliths on Earth in 2020/2021, and speculation as to why.

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<<< 12.) Teach Peace >>>

Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these self examinations, we tried to carry this message to people stuck in the system, and to practice these principles in all our affairs.

My favorite soundtrack, ever. 

The Garden State Soundtrack...

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